I am outside of Philadelphia and I am taking the rosebush off the entryway landing.
I always have plenty of food, etc. on hand- I don't do the french toast runs like so many people do before storms.
Honestly I feel much safer living in a populated area than I did when I lived in the boonies with nobody to hear me scream. Bad guys can and do take advantage of people who are isolated.
I am saying they may not be praying to YOUR God. Everyone's beliefs are different and you can't just assume that because someone is not Christian, they don't believe in anything.
I typically don't buy used clothes but I buy good quality clothes on the cheap and they last forever. I am still wearing things from the early 90s.
Talbots
Coldwater Creek
shoes-
Dansko
Clarks
not much help, I guess. I don't buy that often.
I think you need to get yourself to an Alanon meeting. This guy has a drinking problem.
And you are worthy of love. You are probably just settling for too little.