Cecilia's Journal

[flowerbug]

do you have favorite stories you can think about to distract yourself? calming stories... beach memories, woodland walks, rivers and water falls, piles of leaves to jump in or walk through and kick up and smell... flowers and grasslands and meadows, birds tweeting...

 

[Cecilia's-life]

do you have favorite stories you can think about to distract yourself? calming stories... beach memories, woodland walks, rivers and water falls, piles of leaves to jump in or walk through and kick up and smell... flowers and grasslands and meadows, birds tweeting...

I wish!! I can’t focus on anything else. 😭

 

[Cecilia's-life]

Today is December 21st. I’m currently in the hospital for some cramping that I had on the 19th. It is 5:45 AM and I woke up in searing pain. It feels like contractions that are trying to kill me. They are administering a good amount of steroids into my IV in an attempt to help the babies lungs grow. I’m trying so hard to keep them in there for as long as I can. I am NOT having babies today. Leaving it in God’s hands now.

 

[Cecilia's-life]

They are letting me shower! Whoooo. Ok I’ll see y’all later.

 

[The Porch]

🙏🙏🙏🙏😟🫂

 

[Cecilia's-life]

Update: No babies (yay!) but it still hurts like a mother******. If they can't stop contractions with Terbutaline they might start using gravity. Laying upside down might suck for a while, but I'll do it! 8 weeks upside down...

 

[Cecilia's-life]

I can feel someone's head sitting on my pelvis. Not quite in my canal or near my cervix, but definitely sitting on the pelvis. I does not feel good. They think I went into labor early simply because they ran out of room? Nothing I could have done. But they need to figure it out and make some room!

 

[Trying2keepitReal]

Come on babies-hunker down for a few more weeks of winter!

 

[Cecilia's-life]

Come on babies-hunker down for a few more weeks of winter!

If I can make it to 32 weeks I can have a water birth in the hospital. Come on kiddos!!

 

[frustratedearthmother]

If I can make it to 32 weeks I can have a water birth in the hospital. Come on kiddos!!

Hope the little ones decide to stay inside where it's warm and cozy for a while longer!