I think self sufficiency for me is a game....a game of How Much Can I Give Up and be happy.
I can easily push more more self sufficiency in food areas, eat more from the garden and farm and such and freeze more, etc...and by pass the grocery a bunch, I have cut down on driving to save fuel and money.....but I can't give up many conveniences.
These are some problem areas for me:
I hate TV but I love TV and my cable
I hate the phone but I need the phone(or do I?--scared to find out, what if something happened to my parents and they had to get in touch quick)
I hate AC but wouldn't live without it.
So some things I hate having and would love to kick the habit, but I know I will never part with them.
I know I would have trouble dragging Tony down the more "off the grid" way of life. He isn't into the "real" homesteading type issues. Not for him.
I guess I am content cause I do what I can....but I feel so inadequate and hate being a slave to bills every month. I don't know how to crop these bills without giving up what I need to farm.
Have to have a monster truck to pull hay wagons and such for the farm. That truck costs tons of money. $600 right now for tires, just paid $588 for work on the truck...boom...real fast that adds up and then the vehicle tax came on it, $220. That one vehicle just cost me almost $1500 in a minute..LOL.
I wish I could walk away from so much maintenance on the stuff I own. But I can't.
I don't know....I guess I have to find a happy medium in all things in life. Just rambling and chatting.....fun to do when someone else understands how I feel about these issues. Tony just shrugs..HA HA
