Thank you for your kind words. Few folks realize how a person feels about the animals that make their livlihood real. Yes, they can't do differential equations or send rockets into space but they do think and behave with different emotions. If you listen hard enough you will hear them answer questions. She told me her name was Daisy. "I know you're ready to have me committed" but they do communicate, believe me.
I guess it feels different when you send one to the butcher. Even then you feel something if you know them. Big ranches don't know their animals because there are too many of them. At my level, I know every one of them and they are all different in some way.
Hopefully they came to remove her body today. I can't go up to the farm because I have to stay in town on call at the hospital but be assured I felt grief every time I looked out the window at her spent body.
If you own animals, you take responsibility for their care just like if you have a child. Perhaps you feel differently toward a child but if that is all you have, they mean something to you and it hurts to see them lying there lifeless and wonder if you could have prevented it; knowing full well that a) you probably could not have prevented it and b) it doesn't matter now because you can't change it back.
I never had a dog when I was a kid but now that I am old enough to make my own decisions I Choose to have farm animals. They do tie you to the farm so there is no such thing as pack up and go away for the season. You feed them, water them watch them and talk to them. I like to call them like in the song by Eddie Arnold "Cattle Call" I'm not a great yodeler but they sure do come when I sing.
Again, thank you for your kind words. Hopefully you won't have to endure that kind of sadness in your life.
I guess with the US dollar quickly becomming out of favor as the world's reserve currency, I am getting more and more concerned about everything I do that makes me self sufficient or nearly so.
Get your affairs in order and store your foods, and items of necessity. The world is NOT coming to an end but it is going to get mighty tricky soon. Watch the international money market and see if you don't agree.
YMMV
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