lupinfarm
Almost Self-Reliant
I accepted the offer from Trent University today to their English Literature program for fall 2009 but I still don't know if I'm even going. I figured it'd be a good idea to accept in case money did magically appear out of nowhere (tuition is like $6300/year plus I need a car, and a new laptop..plus all the textbooks and novels, etc. I'll have to buy). I found out that Scotiabank has a good student line of credit, but I'm so apprehensive about going into debt. I just paid off my visa and the thought of $17,000 + in debt is really scary. Jobs are not plentiful around here and even if I did get a job I would need a car to get there and right now all we have is the pick-up truck which guzzles gas like crazy.
I just feel that if I don't go this coming year I may never go... and as it stands I'm already about 3 years older than the kids I'd be in class with. And I'm worried... like this degree would be in English Lit but what about getting a job. My English teacher said that after I'm out of university things should have gotten better by then and there should be jobs but no one is an expert and I'm worried the 8-month grace period will come around and I'll be without a job and won't be able to pay off the loan.
I'm so indecisive.
I just feel that if I don't go this coming year I may never go... and as it stands I'm already about 3 years older than the kids I'd be in class with. And I'm worried... like this degree would be in English Lit but what about getting a job. My English teacher said that after I'm out of university things should have gotten better by then and there should be jobs but no one is an expert and I'm worried the 8-month grace period will come around and I'll be without a job and won't be able to pay off the loan.
I'm so indecisive.