Wannabefree...guess what I got in the mail today!?!?!?!?

[Dawn419]

To you and your family! Keeping all of you in my heart and thoughts!

 

[pinkfox]

i completly agre free, i personally have a DNR order, my family know my "rules" if theres a good chance of me surviving something and comming out on the othersied functioning, then do what you can...but if ive no chance of any kind or real life afterwards...let me go...i dont want to spend years hooked up to machinery living for me and if its time for me to go...let me go. dont just keep bringing me back for the sake of it...

quite honestly its me being selfish, i dont want to live like that...
but ive also seen people deal withlife support systems, yoyo-ing and conflicted family wishes (one says let them go, the other says bring them back)
i dont want my family to get stuck in that kind of depressing cycle of do we dont we when do we let go ect...

Love to you, grammy and the family!

 

[Wannabefree]

Well I think I've just decided I'm not interested in dying

Seriously, I don't care what they do to my body In the end it is mostly for those surviving anyway, not the person who is dying.

Thanks for the love sis

 

[Wannabefree]

Well got a whole lot straightened out today. NOT going to Kentucky...not until we go for a visit this summer....looooooong story. In short, we're backing out, for many reasons, and every one of them good ones. Now we just have to get through the investigation and appeals process because we are still trying to get certified as a foster home anyway. Isn't it funny how many twists and turns and days/weeks/months even years a story can take until the truth comes out?! But hey, I get to know my little cousins for my efforts, so no regrets whatsoever I questioned what the whole reason was for the accusations, and now I know....biding time for the truth to be revealed. Thank you LORD! I think getting the kids would be a mistake for them (and us) to a degree, but especially for them, and they are what matters most. So Praise God for some idiot trying to cause us problems...I can't wait to find out who it is and thank them for holding things up long enough for us to put two and two together

On another note, I gots nuthin done other than that today I fed the animals this morning and gathered eggs and then got on the phone. I have to go to the school and pick up my other bator this afternoon, and make one more call to Kentucky to verify a few things, then I can come set up the bator, cook supper, and maybe manage to get a couple of minutes in the mom cave before it gets too late

It has been a pretty good day all things considered so far. I hope everyone else is having a great one!

 

[SSDreamin]

I usually feel like when somebody says this to me, but everything happens for a reason. Even stick their nose where it don't belong, snake in the grass people who lie about good people and who I would like to

Man, I definitely need a Mom Cave, I need some chill time of my own!

 

[Wannabefree]

Wish you could come hang out with me!!!!

 

[pinkfox]

well im sorry your not getting the kids, but im glad youve come to an epiphany about it...part of me thinks from what youve told me that they need to stay with their current foster mum...like officially stay lol. and im glad you now get to know them as family
i do belive things happen for a reason, so im glad youve figured out this one and im glad your still going to do what you can to get to the bottom of the accusations...that kind of behaviour is ridiculous ad needs to be confronted either way.

sounds overall you have an enlightening day

 

[Wannabefree]

Yeahhh...long and enlightening It's not a decision we have taken lightly for sure. They're just doing so well where they are, and this is the first security they have known...why would I take that from them? I think they will be there long term.

 

[Denim Deb]

I hope you do get to the bottom of it.

 

[BarredBuff]

Lord's will at work, I believe.