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Don't you wish that God would just use the happy and easy things to teach us?

Yes YES YEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSS!! But He won't, meanwhile I am struggling with how to NOT want to choke some peoplesnapshot said:Don't you wish that God would just use the happy and easy things to teach us?
It's so HARD
Makes me feel bad too, not so much because they don't deserve it, or it wouldn't feel good to get my hands on them, but because I'd be soooooooo mad at myself for losing it and defeat everything I am trying to be in life. I just can NOT fathom...surely Jesus had the urge to call down lightening on someone sometime or other...but He didn't, and I won't do anything either...I just can't get out of my head how satisfying it'd be 
I'd love to!!! but....I can't be that person no more than you canSSDreamin said:Hey, I've got one of those Drama Queens in my family too!
Man, our similarities are really starting to freak me out a bit
Tell ya what, I'll smack the whine off your Drama Queens face, if you smack the 'poor me' off mine's face, OK?!![]()
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I guess we're both just stuck mouthing off about them from time to time 
The whole time we have been here in MS we have been praying forGod to prepare us for the day of His coming. Apparently we need patience and persistence for His will to be accomplished. Definitely did not pray for those two subjects alone!Wannabefree said:Yes YES YEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSS!! But He won't, meanwhile I am struggling with how to NOT want to choke some peoplesnapshot said:Don't you wish that God would just use the happy and easy things to teach us?It's so HARD
Makes me feel bad too, not so much because they don't deserve it, or it wouldn't feel good to get my hands on them, but because I'd be soooooooo mad at myself for losing it and defeat everything I am trying to be in life. I just can NOT fathom...surely Jesus had the urge to call down lightening on someone sometime or other...but He didn't, and I won't do anything either...I just can't get out of my head how satisfying it'd be
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I'm just at a loss. It was just salt in the wound today. Had it been next week...may have not been so awfully disturbing and upsetting. My nerves are just frazzled to begin with this week and the chickens had buried them and I stepped on one and...
I just almost threw up. Not a good wake up call this morning. I could barely choke down breakfast after that, but I forced it. Just one of those days I guess. :/
