You are all so sweet. Funny thing is - sometimes I pull up my journal to type away about what all is happening and how I feel and then just X out and walk away. I think because I walk around in a fog most of the time, plus, my feelings run from, happy for right now, frustrated, mad, down right pissed off, to feeling guilty for occasionally thinking things like, will this ever end or I will be glad when this is over and then beating myself up.
Plus, I ready your post and think to myself, now why mess up everyones day with all my grumbling, or gee....I am not the only one with crap going on. LOL
Not to mention I don't know what the heck is going on with my chickens. For forever I got almost 2 dozen eggs a day. Then they started to molt. For the last 3 months I do good to get 6 eggs a day. This from over 25 healthy laying hens. I set the game camera up in the chicken house "nothing". Well, nothing except that I learned that even when its dark, chickens don't sit still long. I had thousands of pictures of chickens moving around and doing everything but laying eggs.
Aw sweetheart. Red tape is so exhausting. Praying for you for strength, energy, and wisdom and that you would be surrounded with love and support and helpful people. And hopefully someone will come along with a giant scissors and just cut right through all of that red tape for you so you can focus on your family.
