Farmfresh said:
The wean babies sound like the best way to go. Good thing we have some real experienced folks around here to listen to. Good job FC!
I think you will be amazed at your energy level with the new job as well. We all know how much stress your old job had, even if it does not seem so bad right now. After you start the new job you will be able to judge the stress you have been under. I know that was the way for me. I just kept on at the Alternative school thinking I was handling it - now at the new job, wow. I look back and can see the toll it took on me.
Glad to hear things are looking up... just remember to say thanks while you ARE looking up!
Thanks everyone, for your support!! You guys are the best cheering section I have!
FF, I always remember to give thanks! I came bouncing into my "old" office the other day all enthused about the new job and everything else that was going great in my life and someone asked me how I managed to stay happy all the time. I started telling her about all the wonderful things going on in my life now and how I never had it easy, so I was riding this "high" for all its worth!!!

She said she would like to know my secret for having everything turn out right, as she felt like nothing good happened for her.
I lifted up my pants legs and showed her my knees and said, "Here's the secret to my success!" She sort of looked at me strangely and I could see the wheels turning.....

Then the puzzled look cleared when I said, "Praying....thats all it takes." She laughed and said she prays all the time and nothing works out for her!
I told her I used to be the same way and I would pray and cry and pray and cry some more....and feel hurt that God never seemed to give me what I needed so badly. THEN, one day, God finally showed me the light.....40 years old and I finally found out what I was doing wrong!

I was praying wrong, even though He told us exactly how to pray, in the Bible. I finally finished my prayer with "......
Your will, not mine, be done."
Ever since then, things have been pretty darn good! And then I told her about the other type of praying that I do constantly....."Thank you, God,for the beautiful day, my children, my job, my car working well, for a beautiful sight, or a kind stranger.....I thank Him all the time, every time I think of it and especially before I go to bed each night.
She got real quiet when I told her that and I suppose she might be thinking about things in a new light....I know it took ME long enough to get it right, so why not a 63 yr. old woman?
