You guys are great! And you are right, Farm....shame on me!

I know better than to doubt God's divine wisdom and power. I am leaving myself open to anything God would like me to do and will be awaiting a sign or opportunity in the area of missions.
The job I do is sort of a ministry and I know He wants me there....I've tried to leave a couple of times to no avail.

But I have the feeling there is something more I am to be doing....just can't put my finger on it.
The feeling is so strong that I resisted the urge to keep my beloved animals and have been dispersing them....so that can tell you how strong it is. I just felt that God wanted me to put His needs before my own. I've been praying about loneliness in my life and I'm wondering if He will fill it with missions to work with children who need love.
Thank you, Dace, for thinking of sending me the message of the missions and thank you, Farm, for telling me the truth!

What else are good friends for?
I'll be continuing to pray and gather information about this.
Right now I have a family on my heart and was wondering if you all would kind of keep them in your prayers. I can't tell you much but the dad is dying, youngish family...and someone broke into their home and stole his pain meds and anything else they could take($300 in change they had been saving up). The family are poor, so this was a hard thing. Who does these things????
I have put out a call of need to several area churches to raise money to return their losses to them and to help defray the cost of his funeral. I'm hoping they respond.
Sometimes the missions are right here at home....