Today is going to be a little rough. I've been plagued with all kinds of aches and pains this past week. From cramping belly aches, to ovary pain, joint pain, etc. Today, it's a wonderful mix of ovary pain and a belly ache. I know the belly ache is from, well, not eating. When I get into certain moods with the bipolar, I just can't seem to eat much. I can force myself to eat dinner, but even last night I couldn't even finish a burger. NOTHING looks appealing right now... Not even a bacon romaine salad! When I try to force myself to eat, I get sick, so it's only a few bites at dinner before I feel like I'm going to throw up. My ovary, well, I sometimes wish I could just go get that sucker cut out. They haven't found anything wrong with it, but that baby hurts when I ovulate. Anyways, I've got a LOT of work to do today. It's George's birthday, and I feel bad that I can't really do much for him. He's impossible to shop for, because if he ever needs anything, he just goes and buys it, not to mention that what little I have on hand won't go far. I've been battling with the assistance office to get my daycare back so that I can start working again. Trying to get anything done takes forever though! For today though, I really need to cook my laundry detergent so that I don't have to blend it before each use. I have to get the yard all nice and clean (kids have toys everywhere), wash all of the clothes from the past few days, plus the bedding and the throw blanket from the couch. I want to get more compost for the garden as well. Last night I planted some spinach and some more loose leaf lettuce blend, plus an entire row of watermelon. Maybe I'll get one plant to make it from an entire row, lol. After I get some more compost, I'm hoping to get some romaine planted as well. I know that I'm slow on the game, but I plan to eat it at a younger stage than usual, so I'm not too worried about it. I'm also thinking about bombarding the garden with beans, since I have the seeds, and plants are just too much for me to be able to afford right now. The other day, there was an ad for six free pot belly pigs. I was SOOO tempted to pick them up, but I just didn't have a way to haul them. If I could have hauled them, I'd have been ALL OVER THAT! I can still taste the bacon and sausage!