Getting acclimated to country

[Country homesteader]

What doesn't really help is I wasn't even told by my mother, my Uncle had to tell me.

 

[baymule]

I am very sorry for you losing him. It is never easy to lose the ones you love.

 

[frustratedearthmother]

So sorry for your loss.

 

[Mini Horses]

Very sorry for your loss.

Remember that your mother may be having a hard time with this and that may be why your Uncle was the person who told you.

 

[Country homesteader]

Where's a good old fashioned thunderstorm and rain shower when you need it?
It's HOT!!!!!
I can't stand the weather people, always saying it's going to storm yet it never does when they say it's going to.

 

[sumi]

 

[Country homesteader]

The waterfall is going AGAIN!!! I would post a pic of it but it wouldn't do it justice at this time. Now all we are have to get is some fish.
When I go to bed at night as I lay on my bed I hear the waterfall and it puts me to sleep it's so relaxing.

 

[Country homesteader]

 

[frustratedearthmother]

That's awesome! You did good.

 

[Country homesteader]

Well, actually my Uncle did it seeing how he's the one who bought the pump.
Been a crazy weekend here, really haven't had time to get online but I'm back now for at least 2-3 weeks.
I'm still attempting to grieve the passing of the only man I've called DAD. I've cried some tears but haven't really broke down yet.
1.) Does that mean I haven't accepted his passing?
2.) Does that mean I don't want to think of him being gone?
3.) Does that mean I didn't really think of him as Dad?