As it is my life has taken a different path now, and the only control or thing I can do is live my life as intended and keep up with doing my little part on earth and help those around me. The method/brutality way they were killed is beyond any understanding from any human on earth. I have decided to set that down before God and allow him to have his way with this monster. I am clear in mind that I/Dad/Linda/Sandy didn't cause the outcome or their deaths, Sandy is my 1st wife.
I will never mention to much more about this matter for many reasons, but I will not let that SOB redirect my life anymore than he has already. I loved my Dad and Linda, she was a good friend to me and loved my kids like a Nana does.
Thank you all for the prayers and kind words, I have missed you all and now a part of me has returned to how I use to live.
My garden plans have slowed, and now I am on it just as soon as the weather breaks. Tater baskets are in, producing nice green plants. Gina, are you using seed taters? I have never known anyone, well (Wanda) had bad luck with it, maybe its climate? I used this method in VA and it worked out for me okay. I will be sure to take some pics later today if it isn't raining.
Plants are ready to go in the ground and I do plan on getting some in as the weather will allow.
Pool is cleaned, up and running, tad cold even with solar heaters on. It will warm up soon enough and I might consider getting one more solar heater this year.
Kids are doing great and happy to be out of school. Given the problem, we all are visiting with doctors to helps us process these matters. I am aware how children can hold in feelings if their parents aren't ready to help them. Those feelings in return come out in more negative ways.
I have been meaning to get my fence in this year as the deer have eaten my Brocc all the way down. So I hope to get that done by the end of this weekend.
I hope to get in some fishing this year as we missed trout season. I would like to catch some crappie and yellow perch to add to the fish in my own pond. I like to eat both, and blue gills are starting to get old. I also want to do some musky and walleye this summer. I know a nice spot for pike, some folks won't eat pike because they don't know how to clean them to get the meat. I slit them down there back fin facing up, than from the side, removing the tenderloin. This meat make great fish nuggets. I have fried the fish, put it in a pan, cover with spaghetti sauce and some cheese, bake for 15 minutes, than broil til cheese gets toasty brown. Served with buttery egg noodles!!
I love ice tea, I should drink it year round!!