If you're having trouble, remember that starting off on something like this is always the hard part. The starting, I mean. Do you have a friend that could show you how it's done? Really helped me. I thought it would be terrible but it's mostly fine. Plucking feathers off a chicken butt is as bad as it gets. And you don't even have to do that with your hands if you don't want. After butchering (cone method) there's no blood, which helps. And everything inside the bird is totally sterile. Still, there's lots of tricks that I didn't get from reading. So have a friend come show you how it's done.