well today is the kind of day where you just want to climb into bed and go back to sleep.
its raining...
this means that ruby WONT pee or poop outside unless shes absolutly desperate...however shes fairly certain she also needs to check ever 5 mins so is contantly pestering me to go out then simply sits there staring and whining at me to go back inside.
aparently the rain also makes dozer need to pee every 5 minutes as were going out every 45 mins or so because of ruby and hes still had 3 pee accidents today! *gah!* i swear im never going to get him housebroken, ive never delt with a dog this difficutl to potty train before *UGH*
rain also means Jasperrefuses to poop outside, so ive cleaned up his morning pop from my kitchen today too...
rain also means dozer wont play outside...usually he goes out runs around, digs a few holes comes in and goes to sleep...today he wont run around outside because...well...its raining and a concrete patio isnt as much fun as dirt...so instead hes acting like an idiot INSIDE and getting into all kinds of naughtyness (ive removed an elastic band, removed him from under the chair times, hes whining and putting up a fuss because he wants to play and other than me noone will...
the trio of babies aparently also have some form of cabin fever because there also being crazy wackjobs today which is driving dozer even crazier because he wants to get int here and play with them but he cant because hell squish them because hes all pent up!
the cats are also going nutz because they NEED to be outside....but its raining...and once again, i aparetly own the "stop raining" button but refuse to push it...this means all you hear out of the kitchen is a constant mewing from 2 very unhappy cats.
add to that the koi angel that wasnt doing well yesterday had to be PTS this morning...clove oil and freezing ended his suffering (he got worse overnight and this morning was barely breathing i couldnt leave him in there to be tossed around by the filter current

the person i got him off said as soon as im ready let her know shell replace him for me...but still
im generally in an i dont feel too hot kinda mode today, im carb craving like CRAZY (which typically indicates a down swing...ugh)
im still trying to figure out the best way to pull off the bunny situation...
my dads talking about comming after christmas which means im going to need to get my butt in gear prepping for that too, whihc means i need ot try and find a recliner or loveseat with delivery for dirt cheap...and it means i have to buy a comforter and sheets for the guest room...
while dads here were supposed to be working on the kitchen...
i told him because of funds it might be better to hold off til spring...but we'll see.
i think he wants to get out now so that he knows if this is an area hed like to consider moving to when he starts looking (probably in spring)
and i trapped my foot in the stupid screen door 3 times today already...i HATE screen doors...
im soooo putting in one of those magic mesh type set ups, because screen doors are not my frineds...they always swing back just as im trying to get groceries inside or wrangle a cat or dog and my ankle ends up cuahgt between the door and the frame...and it hurts! alot.
yup, i just came to vent...please disreguard as the random insane annoyances of a bi-polar person neer christmas time