lol cindi. its ok on the taters, i figur snooze and loose, my title came in the mail today so i will be heading into selmer on Tuesady if your free ill stop by for a bit. (ill even bring the Dozer Dog

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icall them friends...but honestly one can never be so sure if they were more "convenience" frineds they called when they needed a listening ear/shoulder (im good at that) or when they had nothing else to do...
put it this way.
i got a massive staph infection on my face one year...i eneded up in hospital for almost a week (and thankfully it wasnt mrsa) i was at my bfs and had a boil on my chin, i thought it was just a nasty spot and to leave it be...the next morning i woke up and my chin was swolen my face was on fire ive never felt pain like it. i drove myself home because the bf had his kid and dint want to drive all that way and back again (about 45 mins one way) got home and my dad who used to be a nurse said i needed to go get it checked so off to the er. they lanced it took slides packed it and sent me home with codine and antibiotics...(they were seriously worried about lancing it but honestly i didnt feel that lol), i got home updated my facebook letting folks know id spent hours in the er having my face sliced open...and not a peep from the "friends", no "omg are you ok" nothing
the next day it was WORSE so back to the ER...and they admitted me.
now in this time my face was tyring to explode and my BF at the time of a year hadnt called me once to see if eveyrthing was ok...
(probably shoudl have taken that as a warning sign lol)
i ended up in hospital for 6 days, in that time i had my sister put an update on my facebook that i was in hospital, it might be mrsa so no visitors please (mrsa is contageous...) and i had no internet, but put the phone number for the room in case anyone wanted to call...
you guessed it...no calls, no well wishes, no questions from frineds, noone called mum and dad to see how i was doing...
and by noone i mean NOT EVEN MY BF...no flowrs no cards, not even a call to see how i was feeling...not even a call to my parents to see ow i was feeling...
and when i finally got out (i spent almost a month on strong painkillers and anitiotics) noone even asked how i was feeling...instead they just thought it was funny that i was constantly slightly spacey from the codine...)
i mean you put "hospital has me under quarentein because it might be MRSA" youd expect some kind of "feel better"
i think i knew form there they were fair weather friends...
and you know what...
that was ok, least i knew i never had to worry about not being in the mood to hang out LOL!
and i dont need that kind of person in my life anymore...
the internet certianly makes communication easier (and belive you mee if they were caling it better be from an ATT phone caus eyour charged to recive lol and its free att to att lol, i dont expect anyone to call me long distance at all...)
theyll get round to a quick hello whenever they get round to it...
in the end, there all stuck in CT working thier butts off and most of them not enjoying life, with big dreams not one of them has made any attempt to go after...
and im here in TN chasing a dream...living...
least i hae the testicular fortification to go for it
in other news, whent back out before it got too dark and ripped some more of the green shingles off the back and front of the shed...gonna ned a crowbar for some of these boards to get a little more leverage on the arkward angles, but i ont think pulling it down is going to take all that long.
dont worry cindi, ive got plenty of stuff for you to attack with sledgehammers and sawsalls lol.