Feeling Resourceless
I am feeling resourceless. Finances. I shall say no more about finances.
I feel that I am on a journey: a journey to self sufficiency. I have put myself in the mindset that I will apply myself to learning and by learning I will enrich myself.
But I feel that at every turn, I don't have enough money (time, land, smarts) to put anything into practice.
I would like to try a composting toilet, I would like to raise goats (milk, cheese, soap etc), I would like to pressure can: well my list could go on infinitely. But for almost everything I want to learn or try, I don't have the money to start. I don't even have the money to buy a gallon of paint to finish painting my house, nor a pair of new hole-less jeans for my son.
I really don't like the mental state I am in. I have never liked people who sit and cry. So what I need is something I can do. Something new that I can try, something that will make me feel as if I am continuing on my journey, taking steps forward and doing all that I can do.
I am very resourceful. When I could no longer afford fabric to quilt with I started buying old holey clothing at the thrift store and cutting that up (I also buy embroidery thread etc. there)
So if you have an idea for me - please throw it out there. The only limit is it has to cost a dollar or less.