Well I finally made it to my doctor's office yesterday, it had been almost a year since I had seen him (the ear specialist). They tested my ear and my hearing is worse (surprise surprise) especially with speech recognition (again, surprise, surprise). But he was more concerned about my falls, I am into a different stage of Meniere's disease now, not a good stage. So I'm now a candidate for a surgery I had been avoiding,
http://www.ghorayeb.com/EndolymphaticShunt.html (don't look if you have a weak stomach, it is the technical explanation and why it helps sometimes). But the basic idea is that my ear has an area that is too full of fluid which causes my problems, and this is to have a shunt installed internally to drain off that fluid to the right place. There are risks and benefits, and it has reached the point that the benefits outweigh the risks. It isn't a cure, and it won't help my hearing. It will help only the vertigo. There is a chance it could take AWAY the rest of my hearing, which is why I have avoided this for years. But now I have so little hearing left, there is little to risk, and that would make me an immediate candidate for a cochlear implant, which would be a hearing improvement for me. It will probably make me "sick" for awhile with vertigo too, but then afterwards I could have one to three years with less vertigo or possibly none. So not working helps make this possible, I don't have to worry about being layed up. I will have to have Trouble milk the goats for me and take care of the animals. The doctor is doing me as a charity case so the bill isn't a problem anymore, so I'm not as worried that this only helps for three years or so and therefore being a wasted effort. After that scar tissue generally grows over the tube.
I'm not a happy camper, but what can I do? They wanted to schedule it on my BIRTHDAY but I declined and it is now the day AFTER. A cochlear implant does not allow one to listen to music, so I could potentially be giving up that chance to have a "good" day happen when I can hear music again. But I've only had a couple days like that this year, risking my neck isn't worth them. The benefit outweighs the risk, see?
But I'm hoping to lessen that type of vertigo that I get when I have those sudden falls. One of these days it will happen at the wrong place and time and I could break my neck, I don't really have a choice. Dr. Kim was very worried about that symptom, and I've been having it for 7-8 months already, he didn't really want to talk about anything BUT having the shunt surgery. He says that there is a percentage of people in which this fails, but HIS numbers are different and he has had a lot of success with it. So I have it scheduled for Thursday.