sheaviance1 said:
So, I am sitting here this morning after re-reading Eccl. 1 and 2 and just letting my mind wander, pondering on the purpose of life, which is very much like King Solomon was doing, and a few things that I overlooked before stood out to me. He keeps saying "under the sun", and I realized that this phrase could equate to "apart from God" or "with earthly purpose". Someone here probably said the same thing, but it didn't click for me at the time.
My thought wandered around this earlier this morning when I got up and did my bible study before work as well, and these were pretty much my thoughts on this chapter too. Weeeeeell...fast forward...
I got a call from my mom just as I was leaving work, they had had some land that the state was going to buy a portion from them for the past 3-4 years to widen a road, well they got the check today. They were headed to pay my electric bill

I agreed to repay them when I get back on my feet in a few weeks. Weeeeeell fast forward again.....
I got home, and instead of pulling in the driveway, I pulled up to the mailbox. I had a check that would not only cover the house payment now a week past due, but also a phone bill that is automatically taken out of my account on the 6th!!
Not to mention, the Providence of the job I currently have, which was nothing short of miraculous timing that has allowed us to get chicken feed at the VERY LAST minute, gas to go to church at the VERY LAST minute, and my hubby's meds...also VERY LAST minute.
I suddenly feel like a lilly

No doubt my Daddy had His hand in this, and I am feeling the LOVE!!
Ecclesiastes....I'm feelin it!
The whole point is, nothing I could have done, nothing I could have prevented, nothing I could have made happen, nothing I had control over......it's all God. All the jobs in the world, all the money, all the garden I will have this Spring God willing...it doesn't matter. It's nothing I have done. It's ALL God's doing. I can't even breathe without Him, much less take care of myself. Neither did Solomon, and that realization is FREEDOM from the bondage of self, freedom from vanity! Knowing and recognizing God's works even in as small a form as an unpaid electric bill...that's faith building, and half the battle with self reliance. Now all I have to do is remember this lesson.
