The Fridge Must Die: How My Off-Grid Lifestyle came together.
There were fits and starts, a gas powered generator that was more expensive and polluting than the grid, but at least i was making some progress in my war against the evil, powercompany monopoly. I bought some LED light bulbs off the net. They were like shiny toys at first, the future in my hand. I got the same sense of Easter Sunday morning joy, like the Tooth Fairy had just popped a silver dollar under my pillow and ended world hunger at the same time. It was the light at the end of the Global Warming Tunnel: ultra low power and miniature devices that will let me keep my high tech toys, while moving towards a slowfood, enjoy your wine while the wood oven heats up, old world type of lifestyle. A renewable, sustainable, more spiritually acceptable way of living within God's great creation.
For years i had dreamed of being completely ss, especially since 911 and Katrina had showed me the fragility and vulnerability of a corporate, slave based economy. Recent events and new scientific discoveries have convinced me that the environment is already damaged beyond repair, so all i can do is try to live the life that i think God wants me to live. I call it living by example. I've given up trying to convince my friends that global warming is real, that anyone who says otherwise is deluded or on the NMA or NAPR's payroll. My life as an environmental activist is over. My childhood dream of science as an apolitical arbitrar of the broken dichotomy of our "democracy", is but a vague memory of saying things like "it's a free country!" Funny how children never say that anymore, but just bicker along partisan party lines. Real journalism is dead, and our government has become a sideshow of foreign-owned, corporate puppets, who read the corporate memos like robots. I can go for months without watching the news, and when i return from my island: same old side show. Everyone ignores the giant pink elephant in the room: record highs and lows, record storms, peak oil, giant deficit, no jobs, record heat wave every couple years.
"Pride cometh before a fall": and it didn't take too many years for me to learn that the spiritual facts of the Bible are born out by physical experimentation. I can't name the number of times i was all happy and excited, so full of myself, then fell and slammed an elbow, or smashed a knee cap into a coffee table. "Ouch!" Was that just a lack of faith that made me so clumsy? Or was it my massively inflated ego? "So you want recognition? Here's a cast for your leg!" God says.
"For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction." Get too happy, be equally sad later. This is bi-polar reality "disorder not!" I've learned to temper my emotions. I prefer a more uniform reality. These days i never seem to get too excited, nor sick or injured. My clumsiness is almost completely cured, and i only seem to get injured when i'm in a hurry. I try to limit my euphoria in anticipation of the bad news that will follow, and i always say a prayer when severe storms are predicted. I know just enough of modern physics and ancient religion, to be convinced that the former is just a study of the latter. Modern physics and astrophysics is the study of the body of God, the universe. "He is everywhere and knows all things." In science terms, God is the set of everything, and we are just trying to come up with a unified field theory, like "42".
So enough with my rant/sermon! How much vodka have i had so far? Sorry if i offended any fellow Christians or Scientists. LED light bulb technology has improved dramatically in the last few years. The equivalent of an old school 40 watt bulb, now uses only 2.2 watts.
I could tell that my work was dropping off like tears of sweat from my forehead on a hot summer day. I saw the solar panel and new LED bulbs as an investment against a failed economy. I eagerly put the bulbs in their sockets, and climbed a rickety, old wooden ladder into the attic. I knew i couldn't run any major appliances from the bathroom or living room, so those were the first circuits to get broken from the breaker box mains and spliced in a junction box to the 120VAC from the inverter in the power shed. Free lights from that great, glowing orb that this planet revolves around! I started to wonder how much of my electric life was "can't live without"' and how much was "luxury consumption of electricity". Wouldn't it be great to have no electric bill? I had already ditched cable for free, over the air digital tv, (OTA DTV). That was a difficult, worthy of a full paged novel transition. But my old Magnovox Analog TV was hogging a full 300 watts of power. Time to get OTA DTV on my computer.