Wannabefree...guess what I got in the mail today!?!?!?!?

[FarmerJamie]

Mmmmmmmm,,,,,homemade kraut

 

[Wannabefree]

I still haven't gotten any food processed. Work has been murder, long days, and today I had grass to cut and niece has homework I had to help with...just...whatever lol

 

[frustratedearthmother]

Howdy Stranger! Congrats on the new job! Bene's are a great benefit, lol!

 

[Wannabefree]

I’m actually on the fence about changing jobs now. I hate to sound wishy washy but the closer it gets the more anxious I am about the new one. One day I’m certain the next I’m doubting. Right now I have to keep my mind on what I’m doing. Guarding a gate in a bad neighborhood in Memphis tonight for a utility company deploying a backup generation unit. The boys are inside. I’m sitting in the dark with half an arsenal and Jesus hoping I don’t have to use anything other than my eyes Gotta love Fraser where folks walk down the center of the dang highway in the pitch dark for “no apparent reason”....couple more hours and I can go back home and get just enough sleep to last me through my Monday. Adventure. Yay.

 

[Wannabefree]

Well I’m not nekkid so I guess I did alright lol! I’m sore from head to toe with this new job. I like it though, it lets me use my mind and body so I’m not bored. I’d never be able to work on the line...it’s sooooo redundant. Sure wish I could see something besides walls though..I feel caged. 5 year plan. 14 months into it...and set to meet my goal a few months ahead of schedule. I can’t let up for one second or I will fall back and I despise playing catch up lol! I’m working on shortening it if I can keep traction and implement another couple of ideas. I wish I was already farming full time, but I will get there. Sigh.....my heart just ain’t in this today. Self pep talk in the car this morning...only 46 months to go!

 

[frustratedearthmother]

That's a great idea!

 

[Wannabefree]

That is a good idea! I may try that next time. Repairman won’t be out till Tuesday

 

[Swede]

 

[Wannabefree]

What is that? Will they or won’t they come back? Idk...I’ve never paid that much attention to grapes 🤷‍♀️

 

[Wannabefree]

Oh there were no grapes when this happened. It just wilted all the leaves and it looks terrible now. If I if they will come back or not 🤷‍♀️