Cecilia's Journal

[NH Homesteader]

My friend doesn’t name any of her sheep, they’re all numbers. It makes me sad.

 

[flowerbug]

I don’t even feel like I’m not even allowed to be sad. She was so ready and so at ease. View attachment 17018

conflicted feelings are still feelings is about the only thing that comes to mind. people seem to always want to pin a reaction down as a single feeling. uh, no, my brain doesn't settle too easily on any one thing - seems more Tiggerish.

 

[Cecilia's-life]

conflicted feelings are still feelings

Thank you, that's really comforting. God I miss her. Sometimes I feel like I can still hear her.

 

[Cecilia's-life]

I need to go to tractor supplyyyyyy! I love tractor supply but not when I'm 23 weeks pregnant.

 

[NH Homesteader]

I need to go to tractor supplyyyyyy! I love tractor supply but not when I'm 23 weeks pregnant.

Curbside pickup! I don’t go in stores very often anymore, dragging 3 kids into stores has never been fun…. Even less so now.

 

[FarmerJamie]

I need to go to tractor supplyyyyyy! I love tractor supply but not when I'm 23 weeks pregnant.

How ya feeling these days?

 

[Cecilia's-life]

How ya feeling these days?

Oof. I'm huge. I'ts really hard being so big and manuvuering through a store. I physically feel fine but its embarrassing to knock over racks at stores.

 

[Cecilia's-life]

Curbside pickup! I don’t go in stores very often anymore, dragging 3 kids into stores has never been fun…. Even less so now.

My TSC won’t let me 🙁. I still have to go inside the store.

 

[NH Homesteader]

Oh boo! I have 2 I go to and they’re both doing curbside, it’s a lifesaver.

 

[Cecilia's-life]

Oof. I'm huge. I'ts really hard being so big and manuvuering through a store. I physically feel fine but its embarrassing to knock over racks at stores.

It's really embarrassing having random strangers following me to my car to make sure I'm "ok." Like, come on dude you look creepy!