Clyde is sick :(.... not good

[freemotion]

I know about the fist that is squeezing your heart right now....

 

[pioneergirl]

My baby boy is not good

 

[noobiechickenlady]

Same thing as before, bloated?

 

[pioneergirl]

No, he's gone blind. I'm so sick right now I can't stand it. I've been working myself to death in the garden trying to get over my stupidity for letting this happen....for not paying attention. I found some paint chips on the ground, and found a spot where he'd been chewing on the side of the shed. DH has promised to get me a new buckling, but Clyde was my baby, and my heart hurts.

 

[murphysranch]

Oh I'm so sorry and sad for you.

 

[noobiechickenlady]

Don't beat up on yourself! We learn from mistakes, the bad part is we actually have to make those mistakes! I feel so bad for you!

 

[Dace]

Oh honey I am so sorry. Don't blame yourself, things happen....and always for a reason.

 

[Henrietta23]

Oh, I am so so sorry!

 

[TanksHill]

I am so sorry for you and Clyde.

 

[rebecca100]

Don't beat up on yourself! We learn from mistakes, the bad part is we actually have to make those mistakes!

That is sooo true. What I usually tell myself through the tears is that the past is over and now I know and next time I will do better. Then I go out and tend my other animals and be grateful for them. I can't tell you how many times I swore I would never have another goat, chicken, duck or goose again because something died because I did something wrong or didn't catch something I should have in time.