kc.... Perhaps getting back to what warms my soul is good for me. I didn't have the time or energy to put in my garden and will have to get stuff from the farmers market. I miss working around the property and am trying to get into the groove now. Things are as sad as they can be, like Debbie, I have to get on with my own life for the sake of my family.
I would not advise anyone to be an Administrator of any ones estate, as it just wears ones soul and heart down. However, I see that this has gone well as we only wanted a few things and those were not anything over the top.
I also have been working through my feelings in grief counseling in order not to have unsettled feelings later down the road. I didn't do it after combat and leaned the hard way about my feelings and dealing with isses.
I am also very happy to have a few minutes to come and post with you folks here, and working on new projects on my blog as well in the evenings.
More folks are going SS but I don't know many here, but I learn and come here with people who have a like interest and know much more than I do.
There is a sense of pride that goes along with what we do or try to do here. Last winter when I opened my freezer and everything in there I gathered, hunted or grew, I was very proud of myself. Words can't describe how I felt that afternoon.
I also share with you folks the same feeligs of making any milestone, as sometimes I have been there or would like to get there myself.
So at the end of the day, you are right, and I always take time to enjoy what our great God has given us to enjoy and love.