JUSTUSNAK...Summer coming to an end!?

[TanksHill]

 

[ksalvagno]

That is fine to help out and take care of him but not at your expense. Do what you can for him, when you can. Your mother would have NEVER wanted you to do it at your own health expense.

 

[ohiofarmgirl]

what k said. really and if you think he needs more care - you might contact a social worker.

i didnt get one thing from my dad - his wife got it all so believe me.....i completely understand.

hang in there baby

 

[noobiechickenlady]

 

[ohiofarmgirl]

hey just stopping in to say hi and see how are you doing?

 

[justusnak]

So, I decided I was NOT going to let "him" win. I won't let him(stepdad) make me a scrooge this holiday season. Altho...he ALMOST won! First of all I was depressed...terribly. He had gotten rid of everything that has to do with my mom. OK, material things...I get it. But I just needed some "me and God time" So thats what I did. I went to the woods..to meditate, and pray. Unfortunately, it was cold, and I wasnt feeling my best. Not a good combo. I sat, I cried, I prayed...then...I slept!!!!! Not too long I dont think...but I awoke freezing!! I am so lucky I woke up! He almost won...again. But, now I have all that out of my system...and I am back to my old self again. Ready to celebrate the birth of Christ...and to remember my mother..the way she would want me to. Hubby and I put out the decorations. I know we are wasteing alot of money with all the lights, however, it lifts MY spirits just looking at them.

The front door...Welcome Christmas Spirit!!!

The front "yard" All lit up...

So, now I can move on...past the anger, and hate...and dissapointments. I want to thank all of you for bareing with me through this tough spot.

 

[Blackbird]

....WHY do I see green grass???????

Hmph.

Anyway, the lights are lovely! You have a BEAUTIFUL house! WOW!
Happy Holidays!!!

 

[TanksHill]

The house look beautiful!! I love the brick.

Merry Christmas!!!

 

[BarredBuff]

The house is beautiful!!! Merry Christmas!!

 

[Farmfresh]

Glad you were finally able to "let it go". Anger is an anchor. It is onwards and upwards from here on out.

Here is wishing you and yours a very Merry Christmas and a new kind of Happy New Year ahead!