yick.
got a "ticket" in the mail this morning for running a red light...
yes i ran the red light...but it was because some douchbag in a truck was riding my tail end and not planning on stopping.
i called them explained the situation and he did get a much larger ticket (running the ligth and tail gating...) but its "no excuse" (and i do understand that, but seriously i should hve just hit my breaks and let him destroy my back end?!
i have till the end of feb to pay it...but still GRR! just what i needed right now.
i also had a yucky night last night, dreamt about zombies...fast rage type zombies, now i havent seen a zombie movie in a long time so im not entirely sure why i had zombies on the brain...but zombies it was...and i was some weirdmonster/human type hybrid hell bent on protecting only myself and finding my family...(think xmen nightcrawelr without the smokey poofy in and out teleportation ness) oh and i was a vet too...or at least i claimed to be...and i had to put someones mule down because it had been bitten and would turn into a zombie mule, but when i whent to go end its missery it turned into a realy mean zombie cat and tried to attack everyone...and when i finally caught it it turned into 2 cat/rat type things and i had to cut their heads off...
and i was hanigng out with these people i met in a shopping mall food court, but then we wernt ina food court anymore we were in an abandoned half city half country ranch type area...
it wasnt "scary" but all rather unpleasant...
and worse was that i woke up multiple times during the night, usually a sure fire way to stop a dream in its tracks for me as unless its something realy seriously important, but this one just kept comming back over and over, at one point i even got up walked around the house, whent to the bathroom and got a drink...figure the longer your awake the less likley to return...nope came back...*grr arg*
ive gone through 25lbs of bunny feed since getting the buns, im going to have to start measuring out their food i think so i know exactly how much everyones eating...
everyone is fed and the buns are covered for the day (showers this morning rain this afternoon and overnight predicted)
now ive got to decide what i need to buy, make a shopping list not only for my own food but the critters, go through my coupons and mabe do my grocery shopping today and just get it out of the way.
why do i get the feeling February is going to be a very long month?!
got into a discussion with my dad last night about the goats...told hi im now planning on waiting untill next year and he starts telling me about how i need the goats to start clearing the land...
Yeah well goats arnt free, nor is thier food of the fencing to keep them safe or the structure to keep them dry and warm...unless he wants to donate $1000 to the bank account to pay for them and all the stuff i need for them then id be happy to buy my goats now...belive me id be extatic...but i dont have the cash. so that was kind of frustrating...belive me, i know i need to put serious thought into clearing the brush, but i cant buy animals if i dont have the money...
and there so much other stuff i do NEED, like i need a new floor in the kitchen, and i need to fence off the back, and i need to pay off the credit card...what i dont need is to keep shelling out money with no way of paying things back...*grr*
then he starts going off about how i need to find a way to make more money...working on that dad...i keep an eye on the local job postings for something part time, im trying to sell the few extra bits and bats i brought with me that i dont realy need, im trying to make my land do something to help support us...but again with the visious cycle.
Im realy hoping the rabbits do well, breed well sell well ect...any that dont sell will go in my own freezer no issues, but im hoping i can sell enough as pets in the first 6 months for them to break even. i havent put thousands of dollars into this like some people do when starting out, but ive put enough in that i need to sell as many as possible as pets.
so yeah...got a feeling this is going to be a tough month...
*deep clensing breath*
in good news, my tomatoe seeds have started sprouting....no signs of life from the peppers yet, but i do have little shoots on the tomatoes...lol
) I have been studying up on lasagna gardening, so I can make use of the 3rd bed, but I'm not sure we have all of the 'required' fillers handy here 
I honestly can't remember how much peat moss we used (how much it expanded)- I just know it really was a 2 person job to get it mixed well on the tarp! Also, if you can keep the animals out, I LOVE SFG's! Best garden I've had to date!! So easy to plant, easy to tend, and the biggest, prettiest tomatoes ever for me 
