I think this is another step in my learning to trust Him completely. I mean after all you don't have a testimony if you don't have trials... I am feeling a lot better. Just a momentary panic, and a new adventure. I'm having issues with getting a job and even wondering if that is His plan for me, or if His plan is for me to be right where I am. Either way SS looks like it's going to mean a lot more to me this year than in the past. He has taken good care of me do far, and provided for us in the most amazing ways in the last few months. I can't wait to see what He is going to do next because when things look bad is when we really see His goodness!!!