Yeah God is yelling at me right now to walk by faith.
I can't do anything about any of this alone. I know that.
We have been praying about it and in the end it will work out the way it is supposed to work out.
I think I almost wanted to hyperventilate over the idea of more paperwork though. I have written the equivalent of a novel in the last few weeks for Child Services, and I know this will require another one. And 50 more phone calls sitting on hold for an hour, and about 20 more "necessary" unnecessary trips to town to drop off a piece of paper they need RIGHT NOW or pick up another form that they'll need RIGHT NOW in a couple more days only to be called tomorrow that it wasn't filled out right, or was the wrong form and we must hurry up and get it done and come pick up the correct one RIGHT NOW. *sigh* I really hate paperwork, especially government paperwork...it's the worst possible kind. It makes me anxious.
Wednesday is church and I am supposed to cook. Thursday is the pastors wifes Mary Kay party and then our last class that night. Friday is the Casting Crowns concert in Tupelo, and Saturday is the CPR medical certification and we're DONE with training
Then the next week, we need to go up to Kentucky to visit the kiddos. I REEEEALLLLLY hope everything starts winding down after this. There are no more trips, no more classes, and no more parties/events/conventions/concerts to go to for a while. Thank The Lord! So maybe I can get a quick sample of normalcy before the next tsunami of change hits.
I have loads to do today, as usual. So I guess I should get on it. See you all later
Have a great day!
I am losing my motivation because these crazies I live with just keep making more and more messes and I can't maintain AND get the other things done that I need to get done!!!!!!! 
There I said it! Just for ONE week I wish they could pick up after themselves, stop using SO many dang towels, and QUIT being so darn needy for two seconds. I'm about to quit cooking for a few days and let them scrounge too 
So Thursday I am taking a break. Bro J. called and wants me to ride with him to town to pick up some food to deliver anyway, so I will do that, then go to the Mary Kay party for an hour or so, THEN to class. Then start back Friday before the concert. I almost wish we hadn't bought those tickets now :/ The next morning we have to be back at class at 8 and its an hour away. The concert is an hour the other direction, and will run late. I'm gonna be so tired, and DH will probably sleep through half the class 
It is sooooooo gonna suck eggs 
I LOVE their music!!!!!!!!!!! 
