Wannabefree...guess what I got in the mail today!?!?!?!?

[Wannabefree]

Not sure. Let her know you'd be pissed as hell if your mom pulled that s!!t too, but it's YOUR win. Hah. You got this daughter and mom is stuck with the banner ad.

I think she should talk and let out all the choice words. Scream and rant. Holding it in can't be good.

I went through most of my freaking out about my childhood via hallucinations, delusions, and pretty extreme dissociation. Her way actually sounds a bit easier >.>

She does let it all out from time to time. But most of the time, she keeps it in, until she explodes...wonder where she learned THAT That is why I rant here. Nobody cares if I don't give a flyin flip for a while, and it doesn't drectly hurt the ones I am tired of It's not the same as SAYING it to their face, but it gets it out. DD needs to find an outlet for her frustration, and I have told her that a bagillion times. I KNOW she had a crappy beginning, so did I, I know what parental rejection is and am very very careful to not do that to her. She has been sooooo very evil and hateful to me, and I won't leave. Sometimes I think she just does it for that reassurance, but it is horrible!!! Like I said...glad to see her 18th birthday!!!

 

[abifae]

*laughs* Yeh. Rant away!!!

 

[Wannabefree]

*laughs* Yeh. Rant away!!!

Thanks for the PM's...very eye opening, and gives me a new perspective, and a coupl ideas on how to curb her issues I've said it before an I'll say it again ..........You're awesome!

 

[Wannabefree]

I'm going to bake Banana Nut Bread. I need some freezer space and those bananas have got to go somewhere

 

[abifae]

*laughs* Yeh. Rant away!!!

Thanks for the PM's...very eye opening, and gives me a new perspective, and a coupl ideas on how to curb her issues I've said it before an I'll say it again ..........You're awesome!

It's the lack of filters. *laughs* Filters filter thoughts and logic too, you know

 

[Wannabefree]

So I have been selling fishing worms lately for a bit of extra cash flow. Today a friend down the road(who has very little and I help from time to time) wanted to go fishing, but bait is $high$ so I told her she could come down here and gather some for free So they get down here her and her son, and pick up probably 100 or so worms to go fishing, and I walked them back out to the truck(they'd gotten a ride from a friend) and he had a full size pickup truck FULL of freshly harvested watermelons I mentioned wow that's a LOT of melons, and the guy just says, "Yeah, go ahead and get you five or six of them" so I did He said they were "bad" but not one of them are bad at all. I have eaten half of one already Delicious! Thanks stranger with the "bad" watermelons lol! Add to that sweet sweet deal, he also told me we could go fishing at his pond, which is stocked with catfish Already have plans to go Saturday I'll even get the worms for this trip

On a totally unrelated note, we took two loads of scrap steel off today 1680 pounds!! Wow, that was a LOT of metal. I think my truck groaned I am careful not to load it too heavily. I need this truck to last, so we're splitting it up into two trips a day hoping we can get most of it out before the price drops back down toward the end of summer. A guy from church has another load ready for me too. I just have to go get it!

 

[FarmerJamie]

 

[BarredBuff]

 

[Wannabefree]

Wow, you guys talk to much

 

[Wifezilla]

:bun

We are out of breath from dancing for joy at your recent good lick