Rough, rough day. I am not sure even the stars can ease the ache tonight. I bought my son a replacement heifer( beautiful Blossom) for the bull we had to sell. She is very very sick and momma just does not know if I can pull her through. We did the stool sample and she has e coli and so we started 2 shots every other day to treat that because they said thats the cause of her scours. She also has gone into pnuemonia. How do I fix all this. The vet said the shots she is getting will also treat the pneumonia. She is getting probiotics like its going out of style. Revitalite to make sure she does not get dehydrated. So one bottle just electrolytes and then a morning and evening bottle thats half milk replacer and half electrolytes. Vet said its what he would do with his own and to hold steady. Yep hold steady mom while you break your sons heart. I don't think the vet understands that I have to save this calf. Its not just that it would hurt me if I fail. i would fail my kid. Thats just not an option. I am trying so hard and all I can think of is my first baby goat who died despite all my care. A full week of no sleep and she still died. Poor Blossom, she is all snotty today and so little energy. The vet said adding that 3rd bottle in midday with just the electrolytes might actually help give her the energy to fight the illness too.
In the midst off all this I managed to get everything cleaned up, we cleaned out the stalls, started a major project to redo the gate to the chickens and make their yard more secure. I also found out we have 2 surprise guests tomorrow and one has a 5th birthday tomorrow. I will admit right now, I cheated. I bought premade cup cakes. I know, its not anything close to clean eating but this little girl needs a birthday. Presents are bought and I will wrap them tonight for her. My brother got 2 more foster kids this week. They were supposed to be there for 2 days but its ended up being a longer stay, and found out only today that tomorrow is her birthday. Anywho, the cooking is started and the house is clean and ready for guests. I even did 5 loads of laundry. We had the yummiest steaks tonight. My butcher had 5 new york strip steaks in their frozen mark down chest freezer. Well I grabbed them on a whim. YUM YUM YUM and it didn't upset my stomach. Which confirms just a little bit more that its not beef upsetting my tummy. Its bacteria laden grocery store meat. I have been on a probiotic flush for almost a week now trying to recover from the commercial meat my mom used. Ugggg never again.
I am more than a little sleepy now though. I want to sleep but i have a midnight bottle to give to the little heifer. Since she got her electrolyte bottle at 6 I wanted to give enough time before I gave her the milk/electrolyte bottle. I think a sleeping pill will be needed tonight, otherwise I will worry over her all night. Nothing I can do. I have to trust what we have done for her and trust God as always to take care of us( including our animals). I never knew trust was such a full time job but it really is.