My BJ, My Husband has Died

[frustratedearthmother]

Bay, you know my heart breaks for you and I am so very sorry for your loss. Your love for each other was a precious gift. I hope you find peace and comfort in your memories.

 

[tortoise]

Sending all my love @baymule. I'm so sorry to hear. 😢

 

[CrealCritter]

You didn't know, you do now. You are there for me now. I'm ok most days, some days I just fall apart. I go hug my dogs.

I'm getting stronger and I think I'll work outside tomorrow and clean out the empty feed bags, take the packing styrofoam and cardboard off the porch from the new freezer I bought. Somehow, that didn't get thrown away. I'll make a load to the neighbor's 20 yard roll off box. I want to hit the ground running, but I'm not ready yet. I have a goal of doing something every day. Soon I'll be able to do several somethings per day. I have a lot to do before I put this place up for sale in March.

I feel as through I'm butting in. But what you need done? I work cheap, just need food, water, shower and a place to sleep. I'm pretty handy and I could do a week, PM me if you need anything.

Jesus is Lord and Christ 🙏❤️🇺🇸

 

[baymule]

Today is BJ’s memorial service in Livingston, 170 miles south. He lived there 35 years, everyone knew him. I lived there 30 years. We moved here on our 19th anniversary. I need this. I need to be among people who loved BJ. Taking my beloved to the hospital and getting him back weeks later in a small cherry wood box is a nightmare of bad dreams from which I cannot wake up from.

I need to grieve in the company of others. I need to cry, I need to laugh, but most of all, I need to celebrate everything that was BJ.

 

[bambi]

Bay, I am so sorry for your loss, I pray that you find peace and comfort as you move forward. HUGS !!!

 

[Cecilia's-life]

I just found this thread. Dana I'm so very sorry, you've always been there for me and I wasn't there for you. I hope you are holding up ok.

 

[Cecilia's-life]

some days I just fall apart. I go hug my dogs.

I do the same. Those fluffy LGDs are perfect cuddle bugs.

 

[The Porch]

Today is BJ’s memorial service in Livingston, 170 miles south. He lived there 35 years, everyone knew him. I lived there 30 years. We moved here on our 19th anniversary. I need this. I need to be among people who loved BJ. Taking my beloved to the hospital and getting him back weeks later in a small cherry wood box is a nightmare of bad dreams from which I cannot wake up from.

I need to grieve in the company of others. I need to cry, I need to laugh, but most of all, I need to celebrate everything that was BJ.

I cant even imagine what you went through yesterday,
No, we have never met, but we are an American family and united in the Lord, a Christian family.
It is through our ties that bind, and in our hearts and prayers we lift you up.

Becky

 

[Marie2020]

It was a nice service, presented in love. People spoke about him, I shed a lot of tears. I have a greater sense of peace.

I'm really pleased you have some peace and in a way one door has now closed.

I know there's more emotional twists to come all I can say is to hold on tight to those that love and support you. Plus there is always the loving friends you have found here online.

As said, we have never met and more than likely never will but speaking for myself, I'm here for you ❤️💖

 

[CrealCritter]

Blessed

Jesus is Lord and Christ 🙏❤️🇺🇸