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Thank you everyone. I have talked to my doctor and we are going to do things differently this time. It makes a difference that I'm now five minutes from the hospital instead of a half hour. I just I don't know I still have nightmares about the last one. We took a birthing class last time. I'm trying to decide if I'm going to breast feed. I know I should I just am not comfortable with it. My daughter would not so we bottle fed her. I had tons of help and advice she just would not do it. I'm trying to convince myself to try again. I am worried about postpartum depression. My mom had it bad. I didn't get it before but I feel I'm at risk for it. Did I mention this is my last baby? I can not do this again mentally. Everything from pregnancy through the first year is just not fun for me. I'm not a baby person. If we want another kid in the future, we are going to adopt a toddler or older. I love beginning a mom though wish I loved the process of getting to be one.