last nights party was an absolute blast.
in the good:
my ex's face when i walked in...

that alone was worth the 1 hour drive.
my ex's gfs face when she saw him staring at me half the night!
seeing where my ex is nor living after putting me through hell and telling me im a mooch who will never amount to anything without him when we broke up..hes not living on a matress on the floor in our frineds drafty basement along with another guy living on a mattress on the floor on the opposite side of the room.
and ILL never amount to anything...hes 36 for goodness sake and has been there a year and a half.
being complimented all night by alot of people. i know that sounds a little self absorbed but i have self esteem problems, so having people come up and tell you
how amazing you look is just...i dunno, it makes me smile inside and out
talking to a frined ive known for 8 years about her journey, shes in a similar boat and is considering surgery and it was god to realy sit down and talk to her, turns out we have alot of the same issues beyond our weight too.
seeing some good friends i havent seen in a long time!
yummy foxy friendly food (lots of meat lol)
the bad:
drinking...i dunno, i just dont like being around drunk people so there were a few people i ended up avoiding because of that.
i didnt drink enough...i dont drink alcohol right now at all (ive never been a big drinker, once in a blue moon and even then its 1 beer or a mikes hard...) so im not talking that, what i am talking about however is general liquids. yup, im the only person in the world that can wake up with a hangover after not drinking a drop of alcohol...woot dehydration
it was freeking COLD, i spent some of the night by the fire pit, but later in the evening everyone was huddled around so i couldt get close enough to thaw.
all in all i had a good time though!
today i need to spend getting as much liquids in me as humanly possible, and its bright and sunny but cool out so i think im going to try and get some things done in the garden today.
i also need to make a walmart stop for kitty litter and some string for marking off the new gardens ect.
we figured out yesterday what were planning on doing, its turned the whole thing into a much bigger job BUT it should be cheaper and we'll be utilizing the back hill for the hens so they cant destroy my flower beds anymore, and make use of that space that we havent been able to use for anything else. (its just sand and is too steep to utilize otherwise.)
so ive got to mark all that out so dad can get out and play with his new roto-tiller
WELCOME SPRING!
nows the time of year i realy get busy.