Thanks all. I never left, just haven't been around as much as back when i had a computer. I've been around here more lately because of my health issues: i'm not able to do much else but sit at the library. I have a customer who wants me to build and run an online store, and they are planning to buy me a new lap-top, so hopefully i will soon be back to my old ways of hanging around all day, tossing in my two cents when i think i know the answer. Until then i'll just come here when i can, and being that i am disabled for now, it will be more often than lately.
I found out this week that i have advanced cirrhosis of the liver. I took my last drink of vodka on sunday, but i don't know how much damage was done. The doctor said that if the scarring is extensive i will need a liver transplant. On Friday i was swollen up like the Michelin Man. I thought i was about to die, and made my peace with God. The blood test results came back on Tuesday:
"You're the sickest man i've seen in years!"
"Yeah, that's what my ex-wife said."
"If you have any change for the worse or more swelling, go to the emergency room immediatly!"
That's like getting a brick tossed in your face unexpectedly. "What the! Why did you you do that!?"
"Because i wanted to." I enjoyed my vodka. I did this to myself. I ate, drank, and was very merry for a very long time. Every day was Chistmas Day, every night new years eve, every year the same. Now the party's over. Turn out the lights. Time to get some rest and start eating healthy, local organic. Time to start practicing what i preach. No processed foods and no chemicals, only real food. Cut back on the fried chicken and other fried foods (that's very difficult for a Louisianna man: we fry everything), and limit salt which has to be processed by the liver.
It's seems that my life is gradually becoming more green than i ever expected it to. It began with the attacks on 911, escalated when the evil powercompany cut me off with no warning, and now ramping up towards a clean, zero carbon footprint lifestyle, by a diagnosis of death by ethyl alcohol poisoning.