Wannabefree...guess what I got in the mail today!?!?!?!?

[tortoise]

 

[Wannabefree]

NH she's happy he passed as he did, she just wasn't ready for him to go yet

 

[Wannabefree]

Oh...and 10:35 pm last night...16 hours ago...I smoked my last last cigarette I hope. I need shot in the head for ever starting, but whatever. And yes, I AM in a pissy mood at the moment. How long does it take to not feel like a raging lunatic I wonder? I can't remember how bad it was the time I quit for a week, but I don't recall feeling like such an a**hole.

 

[Chic Rustler]

Wish i could quit. I tried for a week once. Didnt work out

 

[Wannabefree]

I'm gonna die. Just saying.

 

[frustratedearthmother]

You can do it!

 

[Wannabefree]

Yeah you better get to praying I'm mad. No reason. Just mad. I seem to recall a calmness before, but I don't know how long that took. Right now....I hate everything. The air, the floor, pizza pockets...it all pisses me off

 

[frustratedearthmother]

Yes ma'am.... praying!

 

[NH Homesteader]

Took me about a week of serious anger... 3 years ago. I quit when I was super sick so that helped. DH has been trying for a long time but we have issues with his "attitude" when he quits lol.

Good luck, seriously it's hard but you can do it!!!

(edit- I also quit when I was pregnant but it was like duh, I have to quit now and did so immediately when I knew... OI didn't want it to sound like I smoked when I was pregnant, haha)

 

[Wannabefree]

If I wait on a pregnancy to quit I will smoke till I die. I've never been pregnant, and at 40, the odds ain't looking good for that in the future either. I hate everything still, and I feel like crap. I have a problem with my attitude when I'm trying to quit too. I'm gonna try to just sleep lol