friday is usually my major cleaning day but kinda got threw off track LOL!
got everything done that i needed to do, now ive got to go out take some measurments (because theyve changed their mind as to what they want to do with the run and veggie patch again LOL!)
and after that its time for a shower and figure out what im wearing for a party tonight...first time seeing most of the people there since i lost 100lbs...
and i want to show off a little...not alot...but at least a bit, especially considering my ex bf (of 5 yrs) will be there...
im not typically a "mean" person, but part of me wants to realy show off considering everything that happend.
i mean we were dating for 5 years, then 6 months before he decided he "wasnt happy" he started cheating on me because i didnt want an open relationship, and i had to move out of my dream house (i wasnt working so couldnt pay the bills thankfully my parents let me move back in...)
said some **** about me, blah blah, typical ex stuff...
and then whent on to make it very clear that id be miserable and wouldnt be able to survive without him and id come crawling back on my hands and knees willing to do anything he wanted...
that was about 2 years ago...
and here i am, ive got personal, physical and mental health, i feel amazing ive lost 100lbs, and i have a whole new attitude on life...
and where did his life take him?
well he got fired from his job in customer service because he was sarcastic to his customers one too many times, he got kicked out of the house because he couldnt pay his share, and hes now living with his "kinda girlfirned" whos more of a basket case than i am, in one of our mutual OLDER friends basments along with 2 other guys who are also crashing there...
i swear, its the equivalent of moving back into mommies basment...
i mean hes got it good in some ways, he doesnt pay rent, doesnt have to cook and the girlfriend does all the cleaning and laundry so he gets to play his video games all day...but at the same time hes turned into this whiney clingy person, and most of our frineds dont want to be around him anymore...
so yes...karmic retribution for the win...
I half cant wait to walk in there and just glow!
i swear thats not the only reason im going though...i realy do want to see all my frineds that i havent seen in a very long time!
sucks living over an hour away from them all...
